Hello to everyone who is reading this! I had some very important things to do yesterday that caused me to be very delayed. I hope you (my two subscribers) aren't too mad at me for that. But here I need your help (and also I just decided to try a new format) let you give me ideas for a drawing and I'll try to draw it in my favorite MS Paint, but in a higher resolution. If anyone is reading this at all, please help me out

I really like the posts here. Such a large number of characters gives me a large amount of space for my thoughts

I just want to have friends, but things are very complicated for me in life. I just want to have some kind of future so that I can please my parents by not letting them down. I want people to love me. But what I have been able to realize for more than 17 years of my life is that for me everything is doomed, my desire to pull the trigger in my face more and more outweighs the desire to do anything and I don't know how to fight it. I just want to get some help so that I don't remain a stinking pile of garbage, living my life (or more accurately, an imitation of life) in the middle of nowhere. I've tried tons of therapists, but the more I realize my dire state, the more it gets worse. I don't know what to do anymore, but I think it would be easier to just give up. There is no further road for me, and having reached a dead end, I realize more and more that everything is a foregone conclusion for me.

Hey, everybody! I'm relatively new on this platform and have mostly only been doing things like rating other people's work and writing numerous reviews (most of which I deleted to start fresh). But now I've decided that my procrastination has developed too much and I need to do something about it, so now this account will be a hobby for me in a way (thanks @Tyhond). Do not judge strictly the quality of work, because I draw on my old computer with a mouse in the program MS Paint. And let my only subscriber will be a witness to that

P. S. I would also like to specify that I have some experience in the layout of sites and creating games, so if someone suddenly have orders, you can easily write to me on this account.